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the stories...
Saturday, January 30, 2010; 10:41 PM
God help me & sustain me. i have faith in you.
it hurts me to see them in this state.
it pains me to acknowledge what is happening.
luv ya all lots~
Wednesday, January 13, 2010; 4:31 AM
hey yo!=)
i really think i'm getting used to posting^^
it makes me feel better,
just like writing my diary;)
hahas,
have to prepare for a book talk for tmr...T.T
argh!so much hmwrk!>.<
i think i'm just exaggerating,
LOL
i just don't have the urge or feel~ling to do^^
hahas,
bet some of you can identify with me yeah;D
that word to describe it is 'sian'...
ahhh...
no!no!no!
i must have a breakthrough in this area!!!:D
i MUST have discipline!!!
yeah!
going straight to it once i finish this post(:
hehe
today was like any other school days,
had the same lessons...
hmmm...but i had a mtg for cca after school,
thats an interesting addition?:O
LOL
tmr i'll have to stay back after school for drama enrichment>.<
hope we'll have fun!=)
hahas
argh!
i have to report to school at 8pm for duty...
its like practically the same timing...sobb...
no extra slp T.T
i still have to wake up the same time as always~
ahhh, but gives me some time alone on the way to school,
mwahahaha~!;D
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recently
i've really been thinking about my 3 sheep...
am i mtg their needs?
am i a good shepherd?
i'm kind of upset la...
who wouldn't really?
its really a feeling of...'argh!'
i think its really natural to feel that way,
"my dearest SHEEP!why why why???"
questions like that used to fill my mind then(:
can identify?:O
dissapointment,sadness etc.
......................so.......................
ALL THE MORE I AM CONVICTED TO DISCIPLE THEM!
ALL THE MORE I AM GOING TO CONQUER THIS CHALLENGE!
ALL THE MORE I AM GOING TO GO THE EXTRA MILE!
ALL THE MORE I HAVE TO STEP OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE!
ALL THE MORE I HAVE TO KEEP GROWING AND PERSERVERING!!!
ALL THE MORE MY HEART HAS TO BURN!
ALL THE MORE I HAVE TO MAKE THE EFFORT!
ALL THE MORE I MUST HAVE THE BURDEN AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!
ALL THE MORE ALL THE MORE ALL THE MORE MY LIFE HAS TO BE ALIGNED WITH GOD!!!
YEAH!!!
this is a challenge that God has placed in my life to help me & my sheep to grow,
and i really believe that whole-heartedly(:
man, i seriously have to do something about it...
the truth is...
even though i knew that this was a challenge i have to face...
after some time i felt useless,
i felt sometimes just to give up T.T
now as i reflect upon my life,
why was i like that???
hahas,
i shouldn't place hope in my sheep but God!:D
right now,
i'm holding my hopes in God(:
letting go my fears and worries to God,
hehe
patience and confidence...
hmmm?
talk + no action = nothing
yupps,
i'm held accountable for my life
so i'm going to seek God tonight with my whole life,heart,mind,soul,strength!;D
one day,
my sheep are going to be shepherds and committed true disciples!
i really believe,
i believe, not that i can do anything but God can do something(:
hahas,
i have to have a breakthrough in many areas of my life...
lets see,
now that my spirit is lifted
let me share my joy with all of you!:D
hehe
feel it?;)*wink*
LOL
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vision?
to lead a group of people whose hearts will be burning passionately for God!!!;D
people far crazy than soccer fans!
hmmm, maybe crazy but still in their right of mind?
HAHA^^contridicting LOL
but yeah!
preaching the word to those and each day,
our number growing
when problems and challenges come,
we'll face them head on together!!!:D
the way i put it sounds simple but i know it isn't^^
hahas,
but with God...it is!
motivated!!!woo~hoo~!(:
have to go le,
bye bye!
luv ya all lots!=)
Sunday, January 10, 2010; 7:25 AM
hey yo!=)
its gonna be a new week ahead starting tmr!(:
i think i'll be updating more frequently,
hehe^^
yeah,
ytd i went for second svc cos i had a 'SC' mtg in the morning:D
[SC = student councilor]
until 12.30pm but it delayed,
hahas(:
wenqi too!
unbelievable?...BELIEVE IT!!!
LOL,
its really not shocking bcos its undeniable that we are so guai!
hahas;D
yupps!
anyways, i had a great time ytd!
mwahahaha~!
went for harvester meeting right after second svc;)
which i didn't know until then...hahas!
got to europe room just on time for bobby[jency]'s teaching!
hehe,
but missed Praise & Worship...T.T
anyways,
the teaching was titled 'spirit of excellence'
learnt alot about:
planning,giving my best,being initiative,seeking to improve,being sensitive & so on(:
met up with our dora to talk about the lifegroup etc.
we must grow!GROW!grow!yeah!:D
after the whole harvester meet,
me and wenqi ventured out to find...FOOD!!!
we were starving!!![maybe i'm just exaggerating...hmmm?]
and it was then along the way we met papa liew~!
hahas,
the three of us ate lunch at meridian^^
food we ate:
chicken rice,chicken rice and then small cake with raisins plus bundung?
guess who ate what??? hahas^o^
i'm starting to get all these weird ideas...LOL,just guess!!!
the odd one out was obviously papa liew(:
after eating we went to take MRT home,
had to reach home by 9pm plus^^
promised my mother, hahas=)
dee wen alighted at red hill to have dinner with his family?
yeah, me and wenqi?;)
continued the journey back...
with wenqi dancing the GEE dance on the train!_!
hahas,
asked me to teach her how to dance(:
LOL,
didn't rmb the steps well anw...>.<
so paiseh!
the ppl in the train were like looking at wenqi dancing:O
hahas, but had much fun with her(: my dearest sheepmate ma^^
mwahaha~!(:
& she dance quite well too you know;D
when i reached home,
realised i had a slight fever...
hahas,
but this morning i was okay lo~!:D
thank God yeah!!!
this morning had maths tution,
quite fun(:
i look forward to events even tution now!
hmmm...thats a good thing?^^
LOL
going to try my best!!!
hehe=)
i aim to have a breakthrough in discipline
and that to balance my studies well^^
yeah!and of course to do all with God(:
i gotta go alr,
bye bye!!!
don't miss me!
wait till my next post yeah!;)
tag more more more oh~!
jiayous!
luv ya all lots!=)
Tuesday, January 5, 2010; 9:07 AM
hey yo!=)
it has been kinda long time since i posted yea,
miss me???(:
it is finally 2010!!!woo hoo~!
and i'm finally sec 2
hehex^^
got juniors lo,[SO CUTE!>.<]
but i'm not old yeah!;)
i'm going to make this post short and sweet(:
not much time to post ma!
hahas=)
2010 is going to be a great year!
a year of new things all together!;D
i have alr planned my year 2010 resolutions,
hehe^^
how about you?
hahas
recently there have been new challenges in my life,
LOL(:
you must be thinking...
its only the start of the wonderful year!:D
hahas,
but i really believe that through challenges that i face
it gives me the oppotunity to grow one step further(:
this year,
i believe God is going to mould me
he is going to work in & through me
& in others around me^^
hehex)
i was really reminded and encouraged by what my dearest shepherd dora said:
"just do your best, & God will do the rest"
reflecting upon it i really was woken up
i can only do until so much
but God can do even more more more!!!:D
so i've recommitted my life to God again,
knowing that he is in control;)
throughout this whole year,
he definately has plans for me(:
& i'm looking forward to it^^
hahas,
what about you?
i'm putting all my hope in God for the best,
for the best that he has for me=)
everyone jiayous yeah!!!
2010 is going to be a joy-filled year!!:D
lets continue to grow from glory to glory,
together as a family to shine for God;)
let do our best!
i'm expecting alot this year,
hmmm...hehe(:
jiayous!!!加油!
i gtg le,
bye bye!:D
luv ya all lots!^^
♥ 
bee ting
January 2009