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chen hui ling=)
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hey yo everyone!(:
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
HAVE A WONDERFUL VALENTINES' DAY!!!
hehe,
has been awhile since i last posted!^^
guess whats the date today???
its the....14 FEBRUARY!!!;D
mwahahahaha~!
today is the day young people like me get to have hong baos!
& of course to catch up and bond with relatives;)
hahas,
plus + ITS VALENTINES' DAY~!
anyone considering to give me any flowers?(:
LOL! jkjk^^
but you can definately consider to give small gifts to your loved ones;D
kekekekeke~!!!:D
i think many of us should find ourselves having put on weight during this few days...
due to the irresistable tibits, food etc.^^
HAHAS!
but somehow i think its really toooooo much food le!>.<
i think i've like eaten just ALOT of things? so bao alr...
had great time with my family members!
so so so so so so much wonderful new memories to rmb today(:
hehe;D
i know i'm really random but i recently did love language test
guess what is my love language? ......its.........
QUALITY TIME!
followed by acts of service + receiving gifts (tie)
LOL,
okays~ THANK GOD FOR A WONDERFUL,LOVING AND BONDED FAMILY!!!
jiayous da jia for the upcoming common tests~!!!;D
i'm really so so blessed!!!
i'll do my best for the upcoming days to come^^
and of course i'll not be alone,
i'll have God as my constant companion and strength!!!:D
JIAYOUS!
HAPPY NEW YEAR & VALENTINES' DAY EVERYONE!!!
all the best!(:
luv ya all lots!=)

God help me & sustain me. i have faith in you.

it hurts me to see them in this state.

it pains me to acknowledge what is happening.

luv ya all lots~

hey yo!=)
i really think i'm getting used to posting^^
it makes me feel better,
just like writing my diary;)
hahas,
have to prepare for a book talk for tmr...T.T
argh!so much hmwrk!>.<
i think i'm just exaggerating,
LOL
i just don't have the urge or feel~ling to do^^
hahas,
bet some of you can identify with me yeah;D
that word to describe it is 'sian'...
ahhh...
no!no!no!
i must have a breakthrough in this area!!!:D
i MUST have discipline!!!
yeah!
going straight to it once i finish this post(:
hehe
today was like any other school days,
had the same lessons...
hmmm...but i had a mtg for cca after school,
thats an interesting addition?:O
LOL
tmr i'll have to stay back after school for drama enrichment>.<
hope we'll have fun!=)
hahas
argh!
i have to report to school at 8pm for duty...
its like practically the same timing...sobb...
no extra slp T.T
i still have to wake up the same time as always~
ahhh, but gives me some time alone on the way to school,
mwahahaha~!;D
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recently
i've really been thinking about my 3 sheep...
am i mtg their needs?
am i a good shepherd?
i'm kind of upset la...
who wouldn't really?
its really a feeling of...'argh!'
i think its really natural to feel that way,
"my dearest SHEEP!why why why???"
questions like that used to fill my mind then(:
can identify?:O
dissapointment,sadness etc.
......................so.......................
ALL THE MORE I AM CONVICTED TO DISCIPLE THEM!
ALL THE MORE I AM GOING TO CONQUER THIS CHALLENGE!
ALL THE MORE I AM GOING TO GO THE EXTRA MILE!
ALL THE MORE I HAVE TO STEP OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE!
ALL THE MORE I HAVE TO KEEP GROWING AND PERSERVERING!!!
ALL THE MORE MY HEART HAS TO BURN!
ALL THE MORE I HAVE TO MAKE THE EFFORT!
ALL THE MORE I MUST HAVE THE BURDEN AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!
ALL THE MORE ALL THE MORE ALL THE MORE MY LIFE HAS TO BE ALIGNED WITH GOD!!!
YEAH!!!
this is a challenge that God has placed in my life to help me & my sheep to grow,
and i really believe that whole-heartedly(:
man, i seriously have to do something about it...
the truth is...
even though i knew that this was a challenge i have to face...
after some time i felt useless,
i felt sometimes just to give up T.T
now as i reflect upon my life,
why was i like that???
hahas,
i shouldn't place hope in my sheep but God!:D
right now,
i'm holding my hopes in God(:
letting go my fears and worries to God,
hehe
patience and confidence...
hmmm?
talk + no action = nothing
yupps,
i'm held accountable for my life
so i'm going to seek God tonight with my whole life,heart,mind,soul,strength!;D
one day,
my sheep are going to be shepherds and committed true disciples!
i really believe,
i believe, not that i can do anything but God can do something(:
hahas,
i have to have a breakthrough in many areas of my life...
lets see,
now that my spirit is lifted
let me share my joy with all of you!:D
hehe
feel it?;)*wink*
LOL
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vision?
to lead a group of people whose hearts will be burning passionately for God!!!;D
people far crazy than soccer fans!
hmmm, maybe crazy but still in their right of mind?
HAHA^^contridicting LOL
but yeah!
preaching the word to those and each day,
our number growing
when problems and challenges come,
we'll face them head on together!!!:D
the way i put it sounds simple but i know it isn't^^
hahas,
but with God...it is!
motivated!!!woo~hoo~!(:
have to go le,
bye bye!
luv ya all lots!=)

hey yo!=)
its gonna be a new week ahead starting tmr!(:
i think i'll be updating more frequently,
hehe^^
yeah,
ytd i went for second svc cos i had a 'SC' mtg in the morning:D
[SC = student councilor]
until 12.30pm but it delayed,
hahas(:
wenqi too!
unbelievable?...BELIEVE IT!!!
LOL,
its really not shocking bcos its undeniable that we are so guai!
hahas;D
yupps!
anyways, i had a great time ytd!
mwahahaha~!
went for harvester meeting right after second svc;)
which i didn't know until then...hahas!
got to europe room just on time for bobby[jency]'s teaching!
hehe,
but missed Praise & Worship...T.T
anyways,
the teaching was titled 'spirit of excellence'
learnt alot about:
planning,giving my best,being initiative,seeking to improve,being sensitive & so on(:
met up with our dora to talk about the lifegroup etc.
we must grow!GROW!grow!yeah!:D
after the whole harvester meet,
me and wenqi ventured out to find...FOOD!!!
we were starving!!![maybe i'm just exaggerating...hmmm?]
and it was then along the way we met papa liew~!
hahas,
the three of us ate lunch at meridian^^
food we ate:
chicken rice,chicken rice and then small cake with raisins plus bundung?
guess who ate what??? hahas^o^
i'm starting to get all these weird ideas...LOL,just guess!!!
the odd one out was obviously papa liew(:
after eating we went to take MRT home,
had to reach home by 9pm plus^^
promised my mother, hahas=)
dee wen alighted at red hill to have dinner with his family?
yeah, me and wenqi?;)
continued the journey back...
with wenqi dancing the GEE dance on the train!_!
hahas,
asked me to teach her how to dance(:
LOL,
didn't rmb the steps well anw...>.<
so paiseh!
the ppl in the train were like looking at wenqi dancing:O
hahas, but had much fun with her(: my dearest sheepmate ma^^
mwahaha~!(:
& she dance quite well too you know;D
when i reached home,
realised i had a slight fever...
hahas,
but this morning i was okay lo~!:D
thank God yeah!!!
this morning had maths tution,
quite fun(:
i look forward to events even tution now!
hmmm...thats a good thing?^^
LOL
going to try my best!!!
hehe=)
i aim to have a breakthrough in discipline
and that to balance my studies well^^
yeah!and of course to do all with God(:
i gotta go alr,
bye bye!!!
don't miss me!
wait till my next post yeah!;)
tag more more more oh~!
jiayous!
luv ya all lots!=)

hey yo!=)
it has been kinda long time since i posted yea,
miss me???(:
it is finally 2010!!!woo hoo~!
and i'm finally sec 2
hehex^^
got juniors lo,[SO CUTE!>.<]
but i'm not old yeah!;)
i'm going to make this post short and sweet(:
not much time to post ma!
hahas=)
2010 is going to be a great year!
a year of new things all together!;D
i have alr planned my year 2010 resolutions,
hehe^^
how about you?
hahas
recently there have been new challenges in my life,
LOL(:
you must be thinking...
its only the start of the wonderful year!:D
hahas,
but i really believe that through challenges that i face
it gives me the oppotunity to grow one step further(:
this year,
i believe God is going to mould me
he is going to work in & through me
& in others around me^^
hehex)
i was really reminded and encouraged by what my dearest shepherd dora said:
"just do your best, & God will do the rest"
reflecting upon it i really was woken up
i can only do until so much
but God can do even more more more!!!:D
so i've recommitted my life to God again,
knowing that he is in control;)
throughout this whole year,
he definately has plans for me(:
& i'm looking forward to it^^
hahas,
what about you?
i'm putting all my hope in God for the best,
for the best that he has for me=)
everyone jiayous yeah!!!
2010 is going to be a joy-filled year!!:D
lets continue to grow from glory to glory,
together as a family to shine for God;)
let do our best!
i'm expecting alot this year,
hmmm...hehe(:
jiayous!!!加油!
i gtg le,
bye bye!:D
luv ya all lots!^^

hey yo!=)
its been awhile since i've updated yea;)
i know ppl miss my posting,
dont need say de la!^^
hahas
[oh no, it cant be happening!!!i'm not like hq!]
lols,jkjk(:
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SATURDAY - 7 NOVEMBER 09'

it was the last day of early bird registration~!:D
i really thank God that both my sheep are able to come for camp!
God is great! God is good! all the time~!;D
mwahahaha~!
although they didn't save up enough,
i really thank God how he has blessed them with financial blessings(:
through people around them^^
service was a blast!!!;D
"shout to the loud all the earth ... ~~~!!!!"
after service we didn't go for lunch,
we celebrated the nov babies birthdays
then we had a west meeting...
de wen announced about some major restructuring that will take place T.T
hahas,
and yupps!
west D will be splitting into two units^^'
some cried when de wen broke the news...
& that 'some' included me T.T
[actually i didn't want to cry de...]
but it means west is growing so much!!!
before he announced it to west he gave us a teaching(:
" bloom where you are " ???
if i'm not wrong;D
and ya, its not BOOMZ!>.<
hahax!
so wherever we are,
lets shine for God and do our best!!!
lets continue to grow knowing that God is watching over us!!!:D
jiayous da jia!!!^^
after that whole emotional part,
i went with the lao jiangs and waited with them at meridian(:
hahas, but i'm still young oh!;D
we waited at meridian for quan sheng they all to come^^
during the wait i sent off huaiqian(:
then i went back waiting with the lao jiangs~!
mwahahaha~!
crapped alot with hui chuen,
but had lots of fun with her:D
after quansheng they all come,
we went to just acia to eat dinner^^
and we spent alot of time over there...hehe
mostly talking and crapping!
eating took least of the time...hahas!~(:
we teased regina alot~!
hahas(: it was hilarious!
"BOOMZ!" "LIKE DUH!"
oh ya, the ppl there were:
hui chuen,si hui,crystal,regina,yi da,de quan,quan sheng,eugene,chin hoe
[i hope i didn't leave out anybody]
played 'hei bai pei' 'ji go bak' 'chopsticks' '1.2.3 ...' with potato
hahas,
after we finished dinner we went to arcade!^^
played there for awhile,
they played 'car racing' ?
i stm ah! forgot the name alr...hahas
[they = regh,si hui,yeetat,eugene,dequan]me & crystal didn't play^^
i held onto the pandan cake [for the nov babies] while they played=)
half-way through when they were still racing,
potato had to go :( so sad...
lols!
smsed to her bye bye!!!(: hehe
then continued to watch them race!
it made me happy seeing them laughing and having fun^^
they were practically screaming at each other,
mostly the boys la;D [they are naturally competitive,hahas]
seeing smiles on their faces were fun, hehe(:
after that they were trying to choose what games to play^^
i just wandered around exploring the place,
cos to tell u all the truth...
i nvr go inside before>.<
hahas,
i think many ppl also nvr go inside before right!
mwahahaha~! so i'm not the only one!;D
hehe
and inside that arcade got alot of neoprint machine eh!:D
lols,
i think is like bigger than jp de zone-x(:
oh ya, back to them choosing!^^
in the end,
regina, crystal and de quan played a game with 3 buttons?=)
but they had alot of fun pressing and pressing and pressing!:D
hahas!
after having fun at zone-x,
we went to the toilet!^^
i was so relieved,
actually bcos i was holding back since we were at just acia...
ahahahas~!
then the most embarrassing thing was that when i came out of the cubicle,
i went out the toilet and tried to find crystal they all...
and i thought they left me behind,
scare me eh!
hahas;D
but at least i went back and found regh!
cos last time there was an incident i thought my parents left me...
den i chionged across roads etc. cos ya la...
den in the end my teacher found me somewhere,
somemore i got scolded lor(:
lols
i thank God for giving this wonderful family!:D
after that they sent me off at the mrt station(:
was still abit blur la,
scared would get lost or something>.<
but i think i thought too much luh!
God was and is always with me! what should i fear!;D
mwahahaha~!
then reached home before 11.30pm,
hehe
time estimation not bad yea;D
hahas, no link(:
i really thank God for this family!!!
they have given me so much joy,
and i hope that they'll continue to shine as brightly,
or even more brightly!!!^^
I LOVE WEST D SOOOOO SOOOOO MUCH!!!!(:
God has really blessed me greatly,
and i know he has his plans the future,
so i'll rejoice and be glad in it!
i will really work hard!!!
and i know God will give me the strength,
he is with me...
he is with all of us!!!^^
camp is coming!!!!:D
i cant wait!^^
i gtg slp le(:
jiayous da jia!!!
luv ya all lots!=)

hilda tan sau kuen
a.k.a red hill; hida; blur queen [don't call me that ok?!]
210596; year of the rat
gemini / taurus [i'm not sure...sry!]
obviously single & unavailable [c'mon, i'm sec 1!]
previously in lakeside but now..westwood sec!; sec 1H; west-D1a!!!
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♥ have more things with my name on
♥ have my own room
♥ freedom...duh!
♥ no more global warming and have world peace!
♥ new laptop and HP
♥ a bigger house but with no stairs
♥ lots and lots of $money$
♥ more clothing and shoes
♥ meet that special someone
♥ my own room![Some privacy please!]
♥ more gd friends that I can cherish!:)
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♥ my friends not to 4get me...
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